by The BlueStocking

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my own mind
all made of mud
and mad and moody art
is just a point among
thousands in universe

living, laughing,
loving nothing,
more is not enough
freedom is slavery
war is peace
what is worse?

all illusions will be broken
all main words are left unspoken

let me touch and leave behind the falling star
make me wander 'round to see the morning light

not tonight
not tomorrow
not now

falling, flowing
creeping, crawling
weeping, wiping out
fatal emergency
will bring you down to decay

fill your feeling
with forbidden meaning
of your life
nobody knows
the real reason to stay in here

let me wake up and perceive the ancient might
make me certain that I’ll surely win this fight

let me wake up from this warm and cozy night
give me knowledge that is on the other side

…or now


released November 8, 2018
The BlueStocking:
Keys, lead voc — Kira Mikheeva
Bass, back voc — Kat Soloviev
Drums — Hellen Dergaus
Guitar — Alexander Tihomirov

Recorded @ DTH studio (Moscow)

Recording, mixing and mastering by Kaarma Mixing Studio

Cover design by Egor Gavrilin


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The BlueStocking Moscow, Russia

Three gals and one guy from Moscow creating progressive-agressive-post-pop-punk- cabaret.

Hysterical lullabies generously spiced with charming madness and elegant tomfoolery. A soundtrack for a movie Tim Burton is yet to create, a kaleidoscope of graceful insanity, suave irony bordering on the paradoxical.
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